Trust.... it takes years to build and seconds to break....

I feel like I am a good person but lately I have been questioning it. Meaning why be a good person? What does it really get you? I have been wondering with the actions of others how they are able to sleep at night which I then find myself not able to sleep because I am laying there thinking about it. I believe you treat people how you want them to treat you and I am teaching my students that as well but is that Old fashioned? 

I feel like some people in the world are playing the game of Life like they are in the "Hunger Games" or something out to survive for themselves so it's alright for them to take from others whatever it is that they need at the moment to survive. Is that how life is suppose to be now? If so my class would be chaotic with each one of them taking blocks from one another....chairs out from underneath others....goodness I don't even want to try and think of what else that would cause. I wouldn't want any of that for any of the kids. 

So what changes? When we become adults, is that when it's alright to take from others? I feel like excuses are made constantly and you, the good person, just have to deal with it because that just what you are suppose to do. You know if the actions were turned around and you were to do the same thing they wouldn't like it.... so why is it alright?  

I understand the whole put yourself in their shoes....everyone has bad days here and there...but...one shouldn't constantly walk all over others right?  

I feel like there has been no one to really trust, like one minute they are one your side and the next, well you just need to get over it because they are on their side of things. 

Just my thoughts of the day. Feel free to comment below your thoughts!

<3 Ashley

I'm Sorry but I'm not Sorry

Hello! Good Afternoon! Oh....wait what? Who am I? I'm sure you are all wondering since it's been forever since I made a post.... I am so sorry! 

Anyway, last night was an new adventure with Kris, our first time going Downtown together and we survived. I have to say though being older you know since the last time I went downtown I was 23.... 4 years later is a big difference. I people watched like crazy! I laughed so hard which I know is not very nice but it really kept me entertained and from falling asleep because let's be honest 10pm is bed time so I was quite proud to be coming home at 3am. 

I did dance a lot but my feet started hurting and then my back and I was hot and creepers were all around. 

Speaking of creepers, which this is going back to people watching and laughing at them dancing....Sorry... but I know we get so into the night and having fun and you are in your own little world and feeling confident and having fun but I just sat watching thinking... you know quite a few people had to be thinking they were like Michael Jackson on the dance floor....and really they didn't but every guy had to come up to the girls and start grinding up on them which is one of my biggest pet peeves... I can't stand that... I don't have that issue anymore since I'm with Kris but to me I love to dance so on my nights out that was really all I was there to do was dance...so don't come at me all bumping and grinding on me... Ask me to dance that would score you a brownie point right there...because lets be honest not many of them had rhythm so they would mess your zone up and you would then feel like a girl from the Night at the Roxbury! A lot of times I would stop and say BYE! to them and yes I was mean but I think it was mean to ruin my dance time with you grinding up on me....

Really, the creepers stood by the bar and just watched their prey and then swooped in for the kill with these geeky-not to the beat moves and then were like oh man she's crazy..... right......

So yes I watched and laughed.... loud

Also, beings that I went downtown of course the thing to do is take a bathroom selfie of your self so I did!

Hope you all enjoyed post hopefully it made you laugh a little.....took you down memory lane...or even made you smile because well I love to make people smile!

kinda just an update on life...

Hello everyone! Hope you are having a wonderful holiday weekend! I started out my weekend coming down with a cold/sinus yucky stuff which I was spoiled a little with having dinner made for me and watching chick flicks. All in all I am feeling much better! 

Are you ready for some football? I surely am! I created a Fantasy Football league for the football loving girls in my life. so excited cant wait for that to happen! I also just bought a Redskins garden flag! Oh yeah BABY!

Kris and I are going to be fixing Sauerkraut and Bratwurst for our friends tonight!!! So I need to shower and start cooking :) 

Have a wonderful rest of the day!

<3 Ashley